Monday, June 27, 2005

-looking back, looking forward-

how time flies.....
and yet another semester is over...
1sy day....assignmnets... work... driving lessons... and exams...
have jus come and passed me by
looking back... yeah so many things have happened this semester...
both ups and downs...
and its been relatively tedious i think...
running here running there...
meeting you meeting them...
i'm sot tired... and sometimes i wonder
what am i here in melbourne for... to do all these many extra things other study...
why do i do them if they make me stress and extra tired...
why do i stretch myself till i wanna snap
well i guess.. the only comforting thought is that GOd knows how i feel
and He sees the desires of my heart
and if it ain't part of HIs plan He's gonna take me outta there
but till then... i'll jus hang in there i supposed... with God's grace that is sufficient for me
" Your grace is sufficient for me,
YOur strength is made perfect when i am weak
all that i have i lay at Your feet
YOur grace is sufficient for me..."
as tired as i am...
i am looking forward to the coming semester
it is DEFINITELY gonna be yet another tedious one
HOPEFULLY, after passing this semester's exams...
i will move on to third year..
and taking 4 psychology subjects will be quite a handful
and yes yes the 40 days of purpose!!!
am so excited for both my cell grp and my kids church!!!
i belive that GOd will touch many of us...
am praying that GOd will speak to me
its gonna be so exciting!!!
but there's so much to dooooooo
so much time to manage properly....
do i still continue to work..??
what should be my priority??
i know the answer but am i willing to take the necessary step....
oooooohhhhh...my mind is in such a whirl!!!!!
well, dear Lord, this is my prayer...
as i take time off and go away for a little holidae...
speak to me...
jus help me relax and spend time with u
Lord renew me both mentally, physically and spiritually
so that when i come back Lord,
YOu can use me as YOu please and i will have the strength and willingness to surrender all to YOU!!
AMEN

2 Comments:

Blogger min~* said...

aye dear. praying for strength and sustenance for you. For those who wait upon the Lord will renew their strength. They'll soar on wings as eagles. They'll run and not be weary, walk and not be faint. Bless,

5:21 PM  
Blogger Pastorpher said...

hi esther. Its a joy to see you growing in the Lord! Heard from ur mom that you r a cell grp leader. We r so proud of u!!!
It's better to be burnt out for the Lord and to be rust out. Take care. God will give u all the strength and grace you need. Just stay close to Him.
It is exciting when we walk with Him. A whole new world opens up when we are walking in obedience. I will keep u in my prayers!

6:19 PM  

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