Wednesday, January 11, 2006

-heaven grocery store-

i was walking down life's highway a long time ago,
and one day i saw a sign that read "Heaven's Grocery Store".
as i got a little close the door came open wide,
and when i came to myself i was standing inside.
i saw a host of angels. they were standing everywhere,
one handed me a basket and said, "My child shop with care.
everything a Christian needs is in this grocery store.
and if you could not carry them all, you can come back for more".
first i got some PATIENCE. LOVE was in the same row.
further down was UNDERSTANDING, needed everywhere you go.
i got a box or two of WISDOM, a bag or two of FAITH,
i couldn't miss the Holy Ghost, He was all over the place.
i stopped to get some STRENGTH & COURAGE to help me
win the race. and though my basket was getting full,
i remembered to get some GRACE.
i didn't forget SALVATION for that was free.
so i tried to get enough of that to save both you and me.
then i started to the counter to pay my grocery bill,
for i thought i had everythingto do my Master's will.
as i went up the aisle, i saw PRAYER and had to put it in,
for i knew when i stepped outside, i would run into SIN.
PEACE and JOY were plentiful, they were on the last shelf,
SONGS and PRAISES were hanging near, so i just helped myself.
then i said to the Angel, " HOw much do i owe?"
the Angel smiled and said "just take them everywhere you go".
again, i smiled at him and said " how much do i really owe?".
the angel smiled again and said, " my child, JESUS paid your bill a long time ago!"
Author
Ron DeMarco & Friend

Thursday, January 05, 2006

- i hate coming back-

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHHHH
aaaaaaaaaHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
i hate coming back!!! i HATE I HATE I HATE...
hello i am already 21.. cant u at least trust me to make my own mistakes and trust me to pick myself up once again.. cant u just trust me to lead my life the way i want to??
cant u jus barely scrap thru and learn the lessons..
cant u jus let me be???
I GUESS U JUS CAnT.. why.. cos the fact that i am still under ur roof.. under ur support under ur supervision... i am still ur child and yes i have to go by ur rules..
well the thing is i'm freaking 21 already!!! cant u at least let me go!! and let me do wat i want...
u were the one who encouraged me to do the summer subject dats the only reason why i'm taking it.. my frens who were supposed to arent anymore...
i know it sux to have to study while u are on holidae.. and i totally regret it...
but this happens EVERY SINGLE year when iget back
i ALWAYS GET IT FROM U THAT I AM GOINg OUT TOO MUCH...
is it my fault dat ive got so many frens to meet up with...
is it my fault dat these pple are actually impt to me..
is it my fault dat we freaking live in jb and takes me forever to get home when i go to singapore?
wats the point of coming back then??
tell me... jus to sit home and bum....
even when i'm home
we're either at each others neck or jus silent backs..
i'm tired...
u dun even wanna hear my story of why i wanna do things the way i do...
u jus want it done ur way...
well hello smell the air... i am not u...
and i've survived thus far by Gods grace...
u were the one who told me dat this year ur verse was that GOd is faithful to keep His promises
and yes i do belive dat HE is and He will..
i belive dat He will be faithful to watever He has promised me...
i'm jus gonna trust Him...
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
u reallie spoil my holidaes u know by restricting me and pressuring me so much...
to tink now dat i wanna be a counsellor and listen to this crap but yet this crap is going on in my freaking life.. thanks ah.. so much for encouragement..